I had the worst day ever on Tuesday, the best day ever on Wednesday and a half way between the two today. I need a bit of a reality check and maybe its your turn to kick me in the butt, I want to quit my job in the worst way. Our meeting on Tuesday didn't go at all the way I thought it should have, everything I brought up or presented got shot down (I'm not used to that!) and I don't know if I can live with or be happy with the other opinions and outcomes, simply because I believe they are misguided and wrong. Anyway, I needed to vent because I don't know if I can get over it and honestly I don't know if I should (or want to) invest the time to try. I hate walking away from any good challenge but I am so not into going through the brain damage and I committed to myself that if this wasn't fun I wouldn't do it. It is hard work and to not get the support was devastating to me. Plus I worry about not spending more time with my family and particularly with dad, I don't want to regret that some day so I don't want some stupid job sucking up all my time and emotional capital - been there/done that! One small problem, I need and income....
But on the other note, here are a couple pictures from my flying off the lakes in Minnesota on Wednesday. It was a picture perfect day with the leaves changing and the beautiful sunshine. Even got to see bald eagles and fly in both the Cub and the Beaver. Great guys I met up there and I feel like it is a second(or third) home. I think I just want to have days like this everyday and not worry about all the other stuff.
My next residence
Can you see the eagle in the top of the tree?
That's the shadow of the plane I'm flying, pretty cool!
My new buddies, the guy on my right is my flight instructor.
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