Saturday, October 15, 2011
Musing
I totally wish we were somewhere hanging out today. It's warm here but a little breezy. We are awaiting the arrival of Josh and his fiance Kristin, they are late like always and I am in no mood for it. I know they will only be here for a little while but I hate thinking about it and I hate giving up a whole weekend day to be "on call" for them. I wish I didn't feel this way but I just can't get passed myself, everytime it gets worse and I feel like I am going to scream, I just get in the worst mood and don't come out of it until I can see their taillights going down the road...not looking forward to trying to navigate the holidays. Well, the calm before the storm is over, they are pulling into the drive an hour later than they said...
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Ha that's kids for you, on their own timetable. I don't know if this helps or not but you are 'stuck' with them as relatives so you might as well adjust your attitude to reflect your altitude. If you do something begrudgingly you might as well not even do it at all. If you do it with a happy and sincere heart it makes the task so much better. I read the first chapter of John this morning and it talked about loving our family to put aside bad feelings because they cause us to loose out on blessings and a closeness with the Savior. It made me think about my other sister, I shouldn't hate her or be upset with her but just be tolerant of her inperfections and insanity. That doesn't mean I need to be best buds heaven forbid but I don't have to be mean either. As far as Josh goes, try to look for something good about him instead of the bad and it might make it more bearable. Phlosophy by Karen 101. Ha Hey by the way do you still have your old Bosche Breadmaker? Do you want to sell it? To me? I am looking for one, I learned how to make bread last night from wheat kernel on and I need a Bosshe so I am on the look, just wondered if you still had your old one. Anyways let's talk soon, I will try to post on this blog tonight I am at work now. Love you tons, Beanie
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