Thursday, October 20, 2011

Needing a Miracle

I saw this on the entry to an estate in Lake Geneva, WI.  What a great name for the place you call home.  I really could use a bit of a miracle right about now.  I am burned out doing my job, worrying about Bruce because he is more burned out than I am.  He is looking to retire sometime next year, which adds a load to my plate because someone will need to be bringing in a little bit of income.  I wish I could figure out how to not be caught up in the mighty dollar, I just worry so much about not having enough, and it really scares me.  I know we could and should downsize, but I'm so wishy washy about everything.  I need to take a few minutes and just reassess everything and make a plan.  I tell you I am worried about having Bruce home 24x7, I just can't see how that will work out for very long.  Any great insights?  It just seems to me that I can't do the things I want to do without money and I can't do the things I want to with the money I have because my job sucks all my time and energy, there has just got to be something different I can do and a different path I can take, right?

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  1. Wow, if I had the answer to that we would both be happy. I am in the same boat except my job doens't suck. I actually like my job...but my other world at times becomes my greatest challenge. I wish I had all the money I needed (I don't need much though), I just would like to travel when and where I wanted to without worrying about getting back to a job or a house. I wish that I had someone who shared similar likes and adventure the way I do (Len does to a certain extent but you know how he is to travel with although he is much better now than he used to be, LOL). You and I are more than sisters, we are soul mates, eventhough that sounds corny! We think alike, and like the things we think about more than anyone else I know, we are just hindered by our spouses...why is that? Someone has some explaining to do - right? Anyway, I pray for you every morning and night that you will feel peace, that you will find what you need to in what you are doing. You are amazing and I have every confidence in your ablility to make this all work out...don't forget that you are supposed to enjoy the journey my friend! If you aren't then you need to change course!

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