So, we are making some decisions on moving forward with life. I talked to Bruce today and told him he should retire, soon. He said he had been thinking about sometime after the first of the year, and I asked him why? I think he should just do it by the end of the year, not sure what will happen, but I think we can do it, just needed to get my head out of the rut long enough to think about it. I think too that I need to quit dinking around with school and just get serious, that way I have something else to do when my creepy job goes away. It's just way too stressful right now, headaches again everyday and feeling like a wet dishrag at the end of the day, no bueno. Heading to Pittsburgh and will be taking the camera. The blessing to my creepy job is getting to travel, so I'll shut up and sit down. Wish you were going with me. I know this picture makes my butt look big but whatever...it is big and I am too heavy and that is not helping anything...the lake is pretty though.
We are our own worst critics aren't we! Your butt does not look big, and you are not too heavey. You are my hero, my idol, my inspiration, I always want to look like you! You are so pretty. I don't say that idley (is aht a word or did I spell it wrong, Ha) I am glad that you are making the hard decisions, I always told cory that indecision is a decision in itself. He always would sit back and not dare to make a decision until by not making one it was really making one...does that make sense? I am not one for good advice but I don know that you cannot find any peace in life when you are worried or indecisive. Wether wrong or right if you decide then you find peace, and yes sometimes we have to deal with the consequenses of our decisions. I really feel that no matter what the future holds for you two that you will stick it out together, if hard times come because of a choice you made together then you will weather it together too. Because deep down inside you both care very much for each other and you have built a life together no matter how discombobbulated it may seem sometimes. remember One for all and all for one!
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