Sad and relieved at the same time

What a roller coaster the last few weeks have been... but I am happy to report that all the puppies have new homes (except Lucy who is staying with us).  Today was the last of it and it is bitter sweet to say the least.  I feel emotionally drained tonight and feel like I can barely move my legs or arms.  I've learned a lot during this period, one is that I do have a lot of capacity to love and give love, I just wonder why I can't translate that to humans.  I also know that even though I don't think I'm doing a lot, I am doing a lot more than I think.  I'm going to take this precious evening and just reflect, let my mind unwind and let my heart feel it all, the good the bad and the miracles that happen as a part of the process.  Thanks for always being there, even when we don't talk, I still know you are there.